so its like 1:30 something and im jus here doing nothing. now for you thats like, well dude thats early. and you right, but i dont sleep much. so this will become 2:30, and then 4 and then 5 and 8 and etc. you get the point. i dont sleep much. lol. especially when i dont hav to go 2 school nxt day, my body instantly goes into what i like to call "nah kid you aint sleepin mode". as of rite now, idk how many hours ive been up. crazy though.
so ive had a few things to think about recently, one of which is if ima move bac to boston in the summer and stay with my pops n bro instead of here with my mom. now, my mom is ok and all but ughhhh. (nuff said rite) nah, she;s a mom and what do all moms do? annoy you about little things. like recently i was out chillin with my bestfriend and his girl, and i got home and hr late and she causes such a big problem over it. and i remember her telling me when i was 14, "when you turn 18, if you arent already in college or hav a place to stay, too bad cuz you arent staying here anymore" lol. so bet, i aint mad at her and i plan on taking advantage of that and getting away as soon as i can. im not gonna miss her if i go, its my friends ill miss. so im still deciding...be bac home and start over in school, finish senior yr out there? or stay here and hav ups n downs with mom all the time? idk, ill hav to decide
so as i posted in previous blogs, i was havin sum issue with and ex and it was rlly bothering me. now im less bothered and im not too sure which direction to go in, i mean im already talking to ppl and looking around but things dont feel the same. so idk what to do, guess ima just hav to wait and see.
check out the poem i put up the other day, damn that was sick lol. gotta give props to reggie cuz hit me with the idea of her dancing by water and oceanlab for their trance and techno music lol. and thank you inspiration for hitting me so hard. lol
anyway, until nxt time kick, push, and deuce
Peace,
Fall
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