So i know ive been doing the whole lupe thing. and ill get bac on that at a later date but life has just been kinda difficult recently..i broke up with my girl and since then its been hard 2 watch her go, though it was my doing..and for a time i thought i absolutely had to get her bac and i tried and it didnt work. so i was left to ponder and pray..and God didnt leave me hangin, i kno now that im not suppose 2 get bac with her..though it hurts so bad, and i rlly want to. i shouldnt, and as of now probly cant. God ahs been pointing me in another direction and i think i should follow..but then again, my breakin with my gf just hurts more daily, and listening 2 "ordinary people" by John Legend probly isnt going to help. but there is alot of truth to this song. we dont know which way to go because we're just ordinary. we make mistakes and suffer because of them sometimes. relationships are work, and alot of it. my gf, well now my ex, anyway we dated for over a yr. gave it our all, and i loved her dearly but i thought itd be best if i left, so i did. *sigh* but im just ordinary and im just gonna pray and try to get through this as best as i can...
when i was like 13 i remember reading in an E.G. White book about teenage dating. i remember it said something like (paraphrasing) young people should talk to their parents and listen to their advice because it will save them from many a heart ache. I didnt think anything of it but it came bac to mind the other day after 3 yrs of not reading that book..and its true, i hate it when my mom tries to give me relationship advice. i hate it with a passion. nothing against her at all i just hav a ridiculous rebelious nature and been told things or being told what to do never settles well with me..but she's rite, mom is rite 98% of time. whether it happens immediately or later, she was rite. After not listening to her for years and then hurting myself in all this she said "you played an adult game and got burned, now you hav to deal with it"..it hurt to hear her say that, but she is rite. i played and i lost and i hav to keep my head high and recover and press forward and not be so emo and moody like ive been...
well, its time for me to end this. pray for me guys. youve been a good crowd =)enjoy your nite.
this verse always gets me throught the most emotionally painful days..
"Surely he hath borne our griefs, and carried our sorrows: yet we did esteem him stricken, smitten of God, and afflicted". Isaiah 53:4
it just tells me God cares enough to feel what I feel and get me through it.
Remember we're just ordinary people.
Peace,
Knial
Friday, January 29, 2010
Monday, January 18, 2010
More in depth character explanation 2
So i just explained the cool and so now ima explain the game like i said.
at the end of the 3 explanations itll all tie together and then tie into 'The Coolest'
So im mainly gonna use two songs to explain the game, real recognize real and put you on game.
The say real recognize real
The dollar bill will exorcise all ills
Frauds is thoroughly camouflaged
And fatigued in the field
Be careful who you believe, the pills
is dealed(dilled) like Vlasic
Proceeds go towards the buying of capris classics
With the wheels to match it
So they can mack it
Like an automatic weapon
steppin off into traffic like check em
so it starts with the dollar bills will exorcise all ills, which means money can get rid of your problems, pretty much saying it buys you happiness. the next line about frauds is refering to fake gangstas, and people who portray a "hood" or "G" image but really arent that kinda person, this can also refer to rappers who fake and he warns and says be careful who you believe.
the next line where it talks about pills being dilled (dealed) like vlassic,vlassic is a pickle brand that mass distributes pickles so lupe is just saying that pills are mass distributed (dealed) on the streets. and the dealers use the money to buy nice cars, and rims, and wheels and they show them off(mack it)
Tears roll down the eyes
of the rides on side of a funeral procession
Here lies, with Xs in his eyes
the unguided, misdirected
Squad cars roll past and laugh
So all to often, when ppl are makin money in the streets, hustlin and what not. they get hustled by the game, the game is just the embodiment of everything that goes on in the streets. all the drug dealin, prostituting, murder, gang bangin. he is the embodiment and cause of it all. im not gonna explain those lines because the meaning is self evident. refer to put you on game, the entire song is about how the game hustles the hustlers and pimps the pimps and just uses them because he can
(halfway into next verse)
They say The Game has the belly of a beast
Blunts for fingers and hollow-tips for teeth
Wire-taps for ears, Nike airs for feet
blasphemy for prayers
A system for a heart, rap music for beats
Heroin for a son and is married to The Streets
Crack pipes for lungs
And he never sleeps, just spies
with dice in his eyes
Loves life 'cause he likes when it dies
With a baking soda soul
he coughs up pleasure
clothes made out of dollar bills that he sewed together
he knows, he's clever
Jealous is house, all the liquor that's poured out
goes right in his mouth
Rides around on a stray bullet
with prostitutes, pimps, dope dealers, and killers
tied to it to pull it
A TV in his head
strippers slide down his legs
And he's known to ride around with the Feds, out there
so now it starts by saying, the game has the belly of a beast. meaning that the game has an endless hunger for murder. he has blunts for fingers and hollow tips for teeth. meaning he has drugs at he fingertips, like at his disposal. and the hollow tip thing is pretty much his mouth sends death. nike airs for feet, he moves swiftly and the blasphemy for prayers part is saying that, sin is his religion.
he has a system for a heart and rap music for beats rap/hip hop is internalized in him and makes him live. heroin for a son and is married to the streets. the game and the streets came together and produced heroin. now in reality this makes sense as well. drugs hit the streets and is sold by the game.
and her never sleeps, he jus spies with dice in his eyes means that the game doesnt sleep, hustlin, pimpin, bangin doesnt stop at night. if anything it just gets worse. and he watches everything with the desire to hustle them out of money. thats why there is dice in his eyes. his desire is to make people happy and rich, for a price (soul), and then hustle them out of it.
he loves life cuz he likes when it dies, the game loves to kill, murder is his thing. people get killed in the street life all the time. his bakin soda soul, he coughs up pleasure. he makes ppl feel good, baking soda is a component of makin crack and cocaine. when someone is high on crack, they feel good. they feel pleasure.
but they get hooked. and hav to come bac for more. and his "soul" provides them with it.
the part about liquor being poured out and it goin into his mouth is refering to when someone dies, you poor liquor on their grave (atleast you do where im from) and it goes into his mouth because its his doing and he enjoys it. If you listen to the song "the cool" liquor is poured on his grave as well..
rides around on a stray bullet, with prostitutes, pimps, dope dealers and killers tied to it to pull it. these people are people who kill others or get killed. the game rides around on the bullet with them pullin it means he causes ppl to shoot each other.
the last part about he's known to ride around with the feds means that he plays both sides. the side of the ppl workin for him and the cops, cuz cops are crooked. hella crooked...
so ima refer to put you on game real quick.
I'm the one that they follow
I am the one that they march with
(Lemme put you on game)
Through the back alleys
And the black markets
the Oval Offices
the crackhouses and apartments
Through the mazes of the queens
the pages of the sages
and the Chambers of The Kings
(Lemme put you on game)
Through the veins-es of the fiends
in this song (put you on game) the game is the one speaking. not to be confused with the rapper. but he is speaking about how he runs everything. when it says through the bac alleys and the black markets, the oval offices, crack houes and apartments. its him sayin he is everywhere, he has succesfully infiltrated places like the white house, he is saying that even politicians are crooked because they follow him too.
Yo, I'm famous on the scene
One of the oldest, most ancient-est of things
Seak every single language on the planet, y'all mean?
murder, hustlin, pimpin, drugs have all been around for centuries and he is the creator of them, and so he is saying he's been around for centuries. since the fall of man, there has been him.
(for the sake of time, ima skip to the end)
I am the safe haven for the rebel runaway and the resistor
The trusted misleader
The number one defender
And from a throne of their bones I rule
These fools are my fuel
So I make them Cool
people go to him to find something, mayb a way to make money, or t lead ppl down the wrong path with his influence. but they dont know that they mean nothing to him, but he makes them cool and gives them what they want. but when he decides, he wastes them.
Baptize them in the water out of Scarface pool
And feed 'em from the table that held the Corleone's food
If you die, tell them that you played my game
I hope your bullet holes become mouths that say my name
'Cause I'm the... (gunshot)
So to put it short and simple, you can describe the game as the devil.
i hope this clarified any questions..next time ill explain the streets and then finish the coolest.
at the end of the 3 explanations itll all tie together and then tie into 'The Coolest'
So im mainly gonna use two songs to explain the game, real recognize real and put you on game.
The say real recognize real
The dollar bill will exorcise all ills
Frauds is thoroughly camouflaged
And fatigued in the field
Be careful who you believe, the pills
is dealed(dilled) like Vlasic
Proceeds go towards the buying of capris classics
With the wheels to match it
So they can mack it
Like an automatic weapon
steppin off into traffic like check em
so it starts with the dollar bills will exorcise all ills, which means money can get rid of your problems, pretty much saying it buys you happiness. the next line about frauds is refering to fake gangstas, and people who portray a "hood" or "G" image but really arent that kinda person, this can also refer to rappers who fake and he warns and says be careful who you believe.
the next line where it talks about pills being dilled (dealed) like vlassic,vlassic is a pickle brand that mass distributes pickles so lupe is just saying that pills are mass distributed (dealed) on the streets. and the dealers use the money to buy nice cars, and rims, and wheels and they show them off(mack it)
Tears roll down the eyes
of the rides on side of a funeral procession
Here lies, with Xs in his eyes
the unguided, misdirected
Squad cars roll past and laugh
So all to often, when ppl are makin money in the streets, hustlin and what not. they get hustled by the game, the game is just the embodiment of everything that goes on in the streets. all the drug dealin, prostituting, murder, gang bangin. he is the embodiment and cause of it all. im not gonna explain those lines because the meaning is self evident. refer to put you on game, the entire song is about how the game hustles the hustlers and pimps the pimps and just uses them because he can
(halfway into next verse)
They say The Game has the belly of a beast
Blunts for fingers and hollow-tips for teeth
Wire-taps for ears, Nike airs for feet
blasphemy for prayers
A system for a heart, rap music for beats
Heroin for a son and is married to The Streets
Crack pipes for lungs
And he never sleeps, just spies
with dice in his eyes
Loves life 'cause he likes when it dies
With a baking soda soul
he coughs up pleasure
clothes made out of dollar bills that he sewed together
he knows, he's clever
Jealous is house, all the liquor that's poured out
goes right in his mouth
Rides around on a stray bullet
with prostitutes, pimps, dope dealers, and killers
tied to it to pull it
A TV in his head
strippers slide down his legs
And he's known to ride around with the Feds, out there
so now it starts by saying, the game has the belly of a beast. meaning that the game has an endless hunger for murder. he has blunts for fingers and hollow tips for teeth. meaning he has drugs at he fingertips, like at his disposal. and the hollow tip thing is pretty much his mouth sends death. nike airs for feet, he moves swiftly and the blasphemy for prayers part is saying that, sin is his religion.
he has a system for a heart and rap music for beats rap/hip hop is internalized in him and makes him live. heroin for a son and is married to the streets. the game and the streets came together and produced heroin. now in reality this makes sense as well. drugs hit the streets and is sold by the game.
and her never sleeps, he jus spies with dice in his eyes means that the game doesnt sleep, hustlin, pimpin, bangin doesnt stop at night. if anything it just gets worse. and he watches everything with the desire to hustle them out of money. thats why there is dice in his eyes. his desire is to make people happy and rich, for a price (soul), and then hustle them out of it.
he loves life cuz he likes when it dies, the game loves to kill, murder is his thing. people get killed in the street life all the time. his bakin soda soul, he coughs up pleasure. he makes ppl feel good, baking soda is a component of makin crack and cocaine. when someone is high on crack, they feel good. they feel pleasure.
but they get hooked. and hav to come bac for more. and his "soul" provides them with it.
the part about liquor being poured out and it goin into his mouth is refering to when someone dies, you poor liquor on their grave (atleast you do where im from) and it goes into his mouth because its his doing and he enjoys it. If you listen to the song "the cool" liquor is poured on his grave as well..
rides around on a stray bullet, with prostitutes, pimps, dope dealers and killers tied to it to pull it. these people are people who kill others or get killed. the game rides around on the bullet with them pullin it means he causes ppl to shoot each other.
the last part about he's known to ride around with the feds means that he plays both sides. the side of the ppl workin for him and the cops, cuz cops are crooked. hella crooked...
so ima refer to put you on game real quick.
I'm the one that they follow
I am the one that they march with
(Lemme put you on game)
Through the back alleys
And the black markets
the Oval Offices
the crackhouses and apartments
Through the mazes of the queens
the pages of the sages
and the Chambers of The Kings
(Lemme put you on game)
Through the veins-es of the fiends
in this song (put you on game) the game is the one speaking. not to be confused with the rapper. but he is speaking about how he runs everything. when it says through the bac alleys and the black markets, the oval offices, crack houes and apartments. its him sayin he is everywhere, he has succesfully infiltrated places like the white house, he is saying that even politicians are crooked because they follow him too.
Yo, I'm famous on the scene
One of the oldest, most ancient-est of things
Seak every single language on the planet, y'all mean?
murder, hustlin, pimpin, drugs have all been around for centuries and he is the creator of them, and so he is saying he's been around for centuries. since the fall of man, there has been him.
(for the sake of time, ima skip to the end)
I am the safe haven for the rebel runaway and the resistor
The trusted misleader
The number one defender
And from a throne of their bones I rule
These fools are my fuel
So I make them Cool
people go to him to find something, mayb a way to make money, or t lead ppl down the wrong path with his influence. but they dont know that they mean nothing to him, but he makes them cool and gives them what they want. but when he decides, he wastes them.
Baptize them in the water out of Scarface pool
And feed 'em from the table that held the Corleone's food
If you die, tell them that you played my game
I hope your bullet holes become mouths that say my name
'Cause I'm the... (gunshot)
So to put it short and simple, you can describe the game as the devil.
i hope this clarified any questions..next time ill explain the streets and then finish the coolest.
More in depth character explanation
Hey, so as promised im gonna breakdown the characters but ima do the cool for now...
now the cool is easier because he's got a song about him titled 'the cool'.
its about a guy who was livin the street life. he gets killed by some people and is dead for 6 months. one day he regains consciousness and begins to crawl his way out of his casket. with him is a swisha, letter from his sister, he has earings and his gold chain still on, oh yea and did i mention he's wearing a suit. like fresh to death for a dead guy lol.
so anyhow, he crawls his way out of the earth and notices his right hand has decayed and is all bones. now you may wonder why is that significant. its deeper than visual description. the cool's right hand being gone means that the cool has lost its righteousness, there's no good left in him (in being the cool) basically speaking.
so he decides he wants to go bac home because he doesnt think its been very long. so he heads to a train station and begins asking for money to catch the train and people are repulsed by his appearence, mind you now that he isnt aware of what he looks like. he doesnt know he's been dead 6 months. so he pulls out the swisha and lights it and tries to smoke it but it burst into flames and he sees his reflection in the window and isnt bothered by his appearence.
So before long the train gets bac to his old hood and he was gonna find some drugs to sell. notices that nothing has changed in his hood and he even walks past the spot he got shot at. Then some lil kids walk up to him and try to sell him crack (lol funny experiences with that) and its the same ppl who killed him 6 months before but they dont recognize him and they decide to rob him cuz he cant be from their hood. so in the famous line, they the gun to his head and said you scared aint ya? (he answers bac) hustla for death, no heaven for a gangsta..
now he says that because he's accepted everything. he saw what he looks like and where ever he was when he died wasnt heaven so he has nothing to lose or gain. so he isnt worried about that situation, so thats why he said what he said. and note, that he's a hustler for death. and not life...
so the moral idea behind it that lupe is pushing is when your trying to chase the cool, which is image, like fame and things like that. youll end up like him, less than satisfied with it so you keep trying to climb til you fall off.
so there you have it, a break down of the cool.
next im gonna do the game and the streets
peace,
Fall
now the cool is easier because he's got a song about him titled 'the cool'.
its about a guy who was livin the street life. he gets killed by some people and is dead for 6 months. one day he regains consciousness and begins to crawl his way out of his casket. with him is a swisha, letter from his sister, he has earings and his gold chain still on, oh yea and did i mention he's wearing a suit. like fresh to death for a dead guy lol.
so anyhow, he crawls his way out of the earth and notices his right hand has decayed and is all bones. now you may wonder why is that significant. its deeper than visual description. the cool's right hand being gone means that the cool has lost its righteousness, there's no good left in him (in being the cool) basically speaking.
so he decides he wants to go bac home because he doesnt think its been very long. so he heads to a train station and begins asking for money to catch the train and people are repulsed by his appearence, mind you now that he isnt aware of what he looks like. he doesnt know he's been dead 6 months. so he pulls out the swisha and lights it and tries to smoke it but it burst into flames and he sees his reflection in the window and isnt bothered by his appearence.
So before long the train gets bac to his old hood and he was gonna find some drugs to sell. notices that nothing has changed in his hood and he even walks past the spot he got shot at. Then some lil kids walk up to him and try to sell him crack (lol funny experiences with that) and its the same ppl who killed him 6 months before but they dont recognize him and they decide to rob him cuz he cant be from their hood. so in the famous line, they the gun to his head and said you scared aint ya? (he answers bac) hustla for death, no heaven for a gangsta..
now he says that because he's accepted everything. he saw what he looks like and where ever he was when he died wasnt heaven so he has nothing to lose or gain. so he isnt worried about that situation, so thats why he said what he said. and note, that he's a hustler for death. and not life...
so the moral idea behind it that lupe is pushing is when your trying to chase the cool, which is image, like fame and things like that. youll end up like him, less than satisfied with it so you keep trying to climb til you fall off.
so there you have it, a break down of the cool.
next im gonna do the game and the streets
peace,
Fall
Saturday, January 16, 2010
The Coolest Breakdown pt1.
So for those of you that know me well enough, you know that im a lupe fiasco fan like no other and my favorite song by him is "The Coolest". The first time ive listened to it I had no idea of the depth in the song I just took it at face value. But ive never listened to a song that someone put this much meaning into. According to my Itunes ive played the song almost 350 times over the last yr and i still dont understand all of it. But i understand it more than most and ima break it down for you in 3 parts, starting now.....
The song starts
"The coolest niggah... what?
Lord please have sympathy, and forgive MyCool Young History, as
The coolest niggah... what?"
now by listening to that you just hear him say forgive mycool young history. but there's two meaning to that, it also is Michael Young History. say it, "MyCool" and "Michael"
so now your probly wondering who Michael Young History is, he is a character in a story that lupe is using to represent himself. Michael Young History in a nut shell is this kid who falls in love with this innocent girl and is happy but gets caught up in the temptation of the streets and ends up leaving her for his new girl, "The Streets", and will eventually have to pay the price. ill expand on it later.
"I love the lord
But sometimes it's like that I love me more
I love the peace, and I love the war
I love the seas, and I love the shore
No love for no beach (bitch), baby that's loyal
He is talking about his love, "The Streets"
The streets is a female representation of the lure of the street life, gangbangin, makin fast money, things like that. She is married to "The Game" which is what goes on in the streets, hustlin and pimpin and drug dealin and murder. And he fell in love with her and is expressing that he's loyal to her and her only.
"But she doesn't see therefore I spoil
I trick, I fall, run up and brawl
I love her with all my heart
Every vein, every vessel, every bullet lodged
With every flower that I ever took apart"
When he says every vein,every vessel, every bullet lodged, with everyflower that i ever took apart. A vessel is represented by a coffin. Every flower that I took apart means two things, 1 how many people he's killed, think of a person of flower. 2 it can be interpreted as that whole "she loves me, she loves me not" thing. But for the sake of this we'll use number 1.
"She said, that she would give me greatness, status, placement
Above the others, my face with grace covers of the magazines
Of the hustlers, paper, the likes of which
That I had never seen, her eyes glow green
With the logo of our dreams, the purpose of our scene
A obscene obsession for the bling"
He is talking about the streets promising him glory and fame (greatness, status, placement)
Paper the likes of which that i had never seen, and her eyes glowing green with the logo of their dreams and their purpose just means that he would hav money like he's never seen or had before. filthy rich is the idea. And her eyes glow green with the logo of their dreams just means, the streets is motivated by money, which is the same in reality. Money motivates people to do what they do on the streets.
"She would be my queen, I could be her king, together
She would make me cool, and we would both rule, forever
And I would never feel pain
And never be without pleasure, ever, again
And if the rain stops, and everything's dry
She would cry, just so I could drink the tears from her eyes
She'd teach my how to fly, even cushion my fall
If my engines ever stall, and I plummet from the sky
But she would keep me high, and if I ever die
She will commision my image on her bosom
Or maybe she'd retire as well
A match made in Heaven set the fires in Hell, and I'll be"
And i would never feel pain, and never be without pleasure ever again.
And if the rain/reign (this is also refering to him and her ruling) stops and everything dry she would cry just so i could drink the tears from her eyes, all that means is she would take care of him. He wouldnt be in need of anything and he would be set. At the peak of your life on the streets, your needs are taken care of.
she teach me how to fly and even cushion my fall if my engines ever stall and i plummet from the sky,means that he's expecting her to keep him safe while he's on the streets and keep him "up there" as ruler of the streets. and if i ever die she will commision my image on her bosom is a reference to a song from Food and Liquor, Real Recognize Real" in which he says "slain boyfriend names is tattooed on her titties". So if he dies, his name will be tatted onto her chest with all the other boyfriends she's had, being all the other people seduced by the streets and got killed.
But maybe she'd retire as well, a match made in heaven set the fires in hell.
He's saying that if he dies, maybe she'd quit all the things that happen on the streets. Them being together, is like a match made in heaven to him. But its really gonna get him in hell. Which is the price.
im gonna explain in depth the streets, the game, and the last character the cool. but in a seperate blog. I hope i answered some question you may have. This is only the 1st verse of the song and i'll come bac later on and explain 2 and 3.
Peace,
Fall
The song starts
"The coolest niggah... what?
Lord please have sympathy, and forgive MyCool Young History, as
The coolest niggah... what?"
now by listening to that you just hear him say forgive mycool young history. but there's two meaning to that, it also is Michael Young History. say it, "MyCool" and "Michael"
so now your probly wondering who Michael Young History is, he is a character in a story that lupe is using to represent himself. Michael Young History in a nut shell is this kid who falls in love with this innocent girl and is happy but gets caught up in the temptation of the streets and ends up leaving her for his new girl, "The Streets", and will eventually have to pay the price. ill expand on it later.
"I love the lord
But sometimes it's like that I love me more
I love the peace, and I love the war
I love the seas, and I love the shore
No love for no beach (bitch), baby that's loyal
He is talking about his love, "The Streets"
The streets is a female representation of the lure of the street life, gangbangin, makin fast money, things like that. She is married to "The Game" which is what goes on in the streets, hustlin and pimpin and drug dealin and murder. And he fell in love with her and is expressing that he's loyal to her and her only.
"But she doesn't see therefore I spoil
I trick, I fall, run up and brawl
I love her with all my heart
Every vein, every vessel, every bullet lodged
With every flower that I ever took apart"
When he says every vein,every vessel, every bullet lodged, with everyflower that i ever took apart. A vessel is represented by a coffin. Every flower that I took apart means two things, 1 how many people he's killed, think of a person of flower. 2 it can be interpreted as that whole "she loves me, she loves me not" thing. But for the sake of this we'll use number 1.
"She said, that she would give me greatness, status, placement
Above the others, my face with grace covers of the magazines
Of the hustlers, paper, the likes of which
That I had never seen, her eyes glow green
With the logo of our dreams, the purpose of our scene
A obscene obsession for the bling"
He is talking about the streets promising him glory and fame (greatness, status, placement)
Paper the likes of which that i had never seen, and her eyes glowing green with the logo of their dreams and their purpose just means that he would hav money like he's never seen or had before. filthy rich is the idea. And her eyes glow green with the logo of their dreams just means, the streets is motivated by money, which is the same in reality. Money motivates people to do what they do on the streets.
"She would be my queen, I could be her king, together
She would make me cool, and we would both rule, forever
And I would never feel pain
And never be without pleasure, ever, again
And if the rain stops, and everything's dry
She would cry, just so I could drink the tears from her eyes
She'd teach my how to fly, even cushion my fall
If my engines ever stall, and I plummet from the sky
But she would keep me high, and if I ever die
She will commision my image on her bosom
Or maybe she'd retire as well
A match made in Heaven set the fires in Hell, and I'll be"
And i would never feel pain, and never be without pleasure ever again.
And if the rain/reign (this is also refering to him and her ruling) stops and everything dry she would cry just so i could drink the tears from her eyes, all that means is she would take care of him. He wouldnt be in need of anything and he would be set. At the peak of your life on the streets, your needs are taken care of.
she teach me how to fly and even cushion my fall if my engines ever stall and i plummet from the sky,means that he's expecting her to keep him safe while he's on the streets and keep him "up there" as ruler of the streets. and if i ever die she will commision my image on her bosom is a reference to a song from Food and Liquor, Real Recognize Real" in which he says "slain boyfriend names is tattooed on her titties". So if he dies, his name will be tatted onto her chest with all the other boyfriends she's had, being all the other people seduced by the streets and got killed.
But maybe she'd retire as well, a match made in heaven set the fires in hell.
He's saying that if he dies, maybe she'd quit all the things that happen on the streets. Them being together, is like a match made in heaven to him. But its really gonna get him in hell. Which is the price.
im gonna explain in depth the streets, the game, and the last character the cool. but in a seperate blog. I hope i answered some question you may have. This is only the 1st verse of the song and i'll come bac later on and explain 2 and 3.
Peace,
Fall
Friday, January 8, 2010
Diary of Autumn and Fall
There was this girl who knew this kid, she smiled upon all the things that he did.
She watched over him in infancy while keeping strife from hitting him too hard.
She used everychance she could to make him smile and see his face light up, like hers.
She made him feel like he'd never felt before. And before long she fell in love with he, him with her, was all that he could ask for.
She took him everywhere, like she wa his passport. But not too long after, his father left home.
And he wasnt the same, he wasnt that sweet little kid but she wasnt bothered by his change of heart.
And she knew exactly why. She was gonna make him like her slowly but surely but in plain sight.
And honetly she would love him more for it, he would be her but not her and she couldnt ignore it.
She took him under her lights and he did whatever she wanted and it always made her smile.
She taught him about the streets and how to fight. She taught him how to use a gun and how to take a life.
How to utilize patience and how to nuture the darkness that he had inside.
She taught him to love hate and feel no mercy and never any pain. And he becomes as cold as her, her similar opposite but just as beautiful.
His feelings built more and everytime he caressed her curves, and as he paced the length of her body he smiled when shivers went down her spine.
Then he'd open her window that he went to, went through, and then he was inside her.
They were inseperable, intimate, and connected in his soul and she'd tell him everyday that she loved him and he'd answer back i'll never leave you babe.
Or so he thought, his family was leaving and he had to go with them, and when he told her she was heartbroken.
She told him she'd find someone else before he could say that he'd be back, then he left.
Him going was like war to her, to him, like broken glass that would remain broken evermore...
He grew up alot more in the next few years but the new city was the same to him.
It wasnt special like his, nothing was special like her.
And he could hear her whispering into his soul saying that she still loved him and when was he coming back home.
So he got himself a flight to get back home, his old feelings came back and he knew that he was with his other half.
He got off the plane, went inside and got his bag, then walked out into the cold air to stand outside.
She kept him warm and let his favorite weather fall from her skies. He stared out at her and smiled at her beauty, ageless.
She never changed, she was still the same girl he met near Cambridge that day.
She said I wrote you every single day you were gone because I missed you, and i'm so glad to have you back.
He said I know you have Autumn and i'm sorry i've been away so long, I heard you killed a bunch of people since i've been gone.
I know you've been warring inside yourself but its alright Autumn i'm here now.
And i'll stay forever oneday but you know that this time I cant stay.
She answered back, I know you cant but i'll look forward to then.
Anyway here's the letters I wrote you, and they read, Dear Fall...
This.
She watched over him in infancy while keeping strife from hitting him too hard.
She used everychance she could to make him smile and see his face light up, like hers.
She made him feel like he'd never felt before. And before long she fell in love with he, him with her, was all that he could ask for.
She took him everywhere, like she wa his passport. But not too long after, his father left home.
And he wasnt the same, he wasnt that sweet little kid but she wasnt bothered by his change of heart.
And she knew exactly why. She was gonna make him like her slowly but surely but in plain sight.
And honetly she would love him more for it, he would be her but not her and she couldnt ignore it.
She took him under her lights and he did whatever she wanted and it always made her smile.
She taught him about the streets and how to fight. She taught him how to use a gun and how to take a life.
How to utilize patience and how to nuture the darkness that he had inside.
She taught him to love hate and feel no mercy and never any pain. And he becomes as cold as her, her similar opposite but just as beautiful.
His feelings built more and everytime he caressed her curves, and as he paced the length of her body he smiled when shivers went down her spine.
Then he'd open her window that he went to, went through, and then he was inside her.
They were inseperable, intimate, and connected in his soul and she'd tell him everyday that she loved him and he'd answer back i'll never leave you babe.
Or so he thought, his family was leaving and he had to go with them, and when he told her she was heartbroken.
She told him she'd find someone else before he could say that he'd be back, then he left.
Him going was like war to her, to him, like broken glass that would remain broken evermore...
He grew up alot more in the next few years but the new city was the same to him.
It wasnt special like his, nothing was special like her.
And he could hear her whispering into his soul saying that she still loved him and when was he coming back home.
So he got himself a flight to get back home, his old feelings came back and he knew that he was with his other half.
He got off the plane, went inside and got his bag, then walked out into the cold air to stand outside.
She kept him warm and let his favorite weather fall from her skies. He stared out at her and smiled at her beauty, ageless.
She never changed, she was still the same girl he met near Cambridge that day.
She said I wrote you every single day you were gone because I missed you, and i'm so glad to have you back.
He said I know you have Autumn and i'm sorry i've been away so long, I heard you killed a bunch of people since i've been gone.
I know you've been warring inside yourself but its alright Autumn i'm here now.
And i'll stay forever oneday but you know that this time I cant stay.
She answered back, I know you cant but i'll look forward to then.
Anyway here's the letters I wrote you, and they read, Dear Fall...
This.
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