Diary of Autumn and Fall

There was this girl who knew this kid, she smiled upon all the things that he did.

She watched over him in infancy while keeping strife from hitting him too hard.

She used everychance she could to make him smile and see his face light up, like hers.

She made him feel like he'd never felt before. And before long she fell in love with he, him with her, was all that he could ask for.

She took him everywhere, like she wa his passport. But not too long after, his father left home.

And he wasnt the same, he wasnt that sweet little kid but she wasnt bothered by his change of heart.

And she knew exactly why. She was gonna make him like her slowly but surely but in plain sight.

And honetly she would love him more for it, he would be her but not her and she couldnt ignore it.

She took him under her lights and he did whatever she wanted and it always made her smile.

She taught him about the streets and how to fight. She taught him how to use a gun and how to take a life.

How to utilize patience and how to nuture the darkness that he had inside.

She taught him to love hate and feel no mercy and never any pain. And he becomes as cold as her, her similar opposite but just as beautiful.

His feelings built more and everytime he caressed her curves, and as he paced the length of her body he smiled when shivers went down her spine.

Then he'd open her window that he went to, went through, and then he was inside her.

They were inseperable, intimate, and connected in his soul and she'd tell him everyday that she loved him and he'd answer back i'll never leave you babe.

Or so he thought, his family was leaving and he had to go with them, and when he told her she was heartbroken.

She told him she'd find someone else before he could say that he'd be back, then he left.

Him going was like war to her, to him, like broken glass that would remain broken evermore...

He grew up alot more in the next few years but the new city was the same to him.

It wasnt special like his, nothing was special like her.

And he could hear her whispering into his soul saying that she still loved him and when was he coming back home.

So he got himself a flight to get back home, his old feelings came back and he knew that he was with his other half.

He got off the plane, went inside and got his bag, then walked out into the cold air to stand outside.

She kept him warm and let his favorite weather fall from her skies. He stared out at her and smiled at her beauty, ageless.

She never changed, she was still the same girl he met near Cambridge that day.

She said I wrote you every single day you were gone because I missed you, and i'm so glad to have you back.

He said I know you have Autumn and i'm sorry i've been away so long, I heard you killed a bunch of people since i've been gone.

I know you've been warring inside yourself but its alright Autumn i'm here now.

And i'll stay forever oneday but you know that this time I cant stay.

She answered back, I know you cant but i'll look forward to then.

Anyway here's the letters I wrote you, and they read, Dear Fall...

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